Day 1

without him. It was okay I guess. Did the kidscommons thing, had lunch with Seann at Subway, took Raph to his eye appointment and wasted 4 hours there ... lol. Dad and I went swimming again, which was really nice. I can't believe I haven't gone swimming in years in this lake. I am going to go every day from now until I leave, you can bet on it. Anyway it's great exercise and I am getting SO fat! I have gained like 7 pounds since soccer season ended! It sucks!

So today I am dealing okay. But right now is the time we normally talk. And we're not going to be. And so my heart will be aching a lot as I'm going to bed...

I'm going to go clean. I already wrote a letter to my friend and will mail it tomorrow...
Cleaning always helps me. And my room is a mess. I better start packing too.