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Not creative enough to come up with a good title for this.
After tomorrow I'm going to be single and IT ABSOLUTELY SUCKS.
I hate society.
I hate that we would be miserable in a long-distance relationship.
I hate that we're not going to the same school.
I hate that so many other of our friends are staying together but we are not.
I hate that you are the one I want but I can't have you.
I hate that we are so right for each other, that we probably have the best relationship in the world, but we can't stay together.
I hate that I'm losing my boyfriend and my absolute best friend at the same time.
I hate how sick I feel just thinking about all this.
I'll try not to be jealous of the smart, pretty girls you'll meet at school.
I'll try to let you go.
I know we'll still be friends.
Unlike most people who say that ours will actually work.
But god it's not going to be the same.
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back then you really know.
All I can do is pray you'll realize WE are supposed to be together - as in, you and me - and in a couple years (or sooner) we'll be back together. And then we'll finally be old enough to get married and live how we've dreamed for the past 3 years.
I love you so much. I don't want to let you go.
After tomorrow I'm going to be single and IT ABSOLUTELY SUCKS.
I hate society.
I hate that we would be miserable in a long-distance relationship.
I hate that we're not going to the same school.
I hate that so many other of our friends are staying together but we are not.
I hate that you are the one I want but I can't have you.
I hate that we are so right for each other, that we probably have the best relationship in the world, but we can't stay together.
I hate that I'm losing my boyfriend and my absolute best friend at the same time.
I hate how sick I feel just thinking about all this.
I'll try not to be jealous of the smart, pretty girls you'll meet at school.
I'll try to let you go.
I know we'll still be friends.
Unlike most people who say that ours will actually work.
But god it's not going to be the same.
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back then you really know.
All I can do is pray you'll realize WE are supposed to be together - as in, you and me - and in a couple years (or sooner) we'll be back together. And then we'll finally be old enough to get married and live how we've dreamed for the past 3 years.
I love you so much. I don't want to let you go.
posted by Mia | 2:02 PM
3 Comments:
Oh Mia... I feel like crying. I feel your hurting so bad it is making me feel sick too... it sucks that you can't just try to see what happens... but I guess that it would eat you alive either way. I'm sorry.
oh Mia...I'm so sad for you...((((((HUGS)))))
Wow, this post brings back memories. My bf and I broke up before going to college, too, and for the same reason.
I can't tell you that we ended up together, but I can say that my time with him was a really important, shaping part of my life. My DH is amazing in a way I never thought I'd find again when I said goodbye to my first love, and I bless every step of the winding, sometimes rocky, path that brought me to him.
Sorry you're hurting! Hang in there.
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